The Swarm

It's of no surprise that I've been having some real weird dreams lately. Some of them have came true and other have not (yet). A few days ago I had a couple of interesting dreams. Some of my lovelies Jeff and Mike (laugh out loud) and then shortly followed by a nightmare...

I'm not too sure if these dreams are from the past, if they're going to happen in the future or just that, dreams. The first dream I had was of Jeff. We were at some house, I didn't recognize it at all. It was big and spacious. It had a high celling, the whole room was painted white. So I'm just there hanging out with Jeff, am not to sure for what exactly or why we were there. More then likely either they were rehearsing for an upcoming tour or recording for an album of some sorts. He had an electric guitar strapped to him and then asks me to look at his back, primarily his shoulders. For some reason the right one was lower then the left side and it looked a bit odd too. Jeff had been complaining that they had been hurting since the morning. He then tells me to touch it and see if I feel any knots or something. My dear lord, it was fuckin' bumpy on that right shoulder. I don't know how he could have stand the pain. Not only did he have numerous knots but I think he may have even dislocated his shoulder. I proceeded by saying he needed to go get a massage to remove them (lord knows I'd do it!haha) and to go see a chiropractor to get align because it didn't look normal obviously.

I know a pretty boring dream but like anything I think he should go see the doctor for that shit. It may even help him and it wouldn't hurt either. Who knows I may have even helped him in preventing a serious injury to his shoulder. He should be very cautious of what he does with his arms because not too long after I dream of you with an injury some shit happens. But don't take my word for it...

Now, onto the next. My dream of Mike was funny (to me at least). I too, was hanging out with him however we were at his parents house. I got the feeling he either just moved back with them or has been living with them for some time unwillingly. We were heading towards the kitchen about to have lunch with his mom and brothers. We're about to be seated at the table and  I notice that you can fit about six people. The kitchen was small for the size of table his mom had in there.

When we sat down, Mike came in the kitchen in a white or light colored bathrobe with his hair down and wet. I guess he must have taken a quick shower. One of his brother teased him by saying he's always the last one to show up at the dinner table. We all laughed but Mike was irked at something. He retorted saying that he wasn't this time, as we were all waiting for his other brother to show up. In the dream I got the sense that he's the baby of his siblings and has at least two older brothers. Finally his brother comes over and that's where they both start to argue about over something real stupid. I remember saying to myself, 'can't believe you guys are fighting over this shit'. The brother, Mike is arguing with looks alot like him but just Mike is younger and has smoother skin. Though his brother's hair is long too but not quite as long as Mike's. It's definitely longer then the average.

Anyways they continue to go back and forth just complaining about shit. Then all of a sudden Mike's girlfriend walks into the kitchen to say hi to everyone. Oh my god she was pretty. Tall, thin and with blond hair, I kind you not she looked like one of those Victoria Secret supermodels (like Kate Upton)! Yea she  was that pretty, laugh out loud. As soon as she walked in his whole demeanor just changed. He was mostly fixated in her every movement that she made. Where ever she moved so would his head. His brothers again teased Mike, this time saying it was only puppy love and that they were surprised he could 'get that'. Apparently he's the ugly duckling (not true) of the family.  We all laughed including his mom however I don't think Mike heard this. As his eyes were too preoccupied with what his girlfriend was doing. When she left, so did he. He just got up and followed her every move in a way on how a giddy little school girl would be when she saw her crush, it was funny.

Again, I know it's a pretty boring dream and not that funny. But like I've said it was to me, it's funny how "the tables have turned" so to speak. I don't mean to be presumptuous or anything however, I don't see him being with the girl that he's with now for very long. She may just end up leaving him for someone else and for good this time...

Now shortly after these wonderful dreams, I guess you can say I reminisced through my sleep on a past horrific event that happened to me when I was younger. Many weird and traumatic things happened to my family and I not too long after we moved into our house when I was about 11 years old.

My brothers and had just gone to bed. We had just fallen asleep, when I heard a faint buzzing in the room. I thought to myself, 'great we have a mosquito in the room, hopefully it doesn't bite me'. It kept on flying around my room for a few minutes then it suddenly stopped. 

Sweet right, it probably left the room and now I can finally get some sleep. But oh to my horror that was just the fuckin' calm before the storm. Shortly after the noise coming from the mosquito, I hear a crescendo of bugs coming from what sounded like they were coming from the wall and the corner of my bed to which they were heading towards all over my brother's and my body. There were hundreds if not thousands of spiders and cockroaches all over us, coming from an unknown source. I of course started to panic uncontrollably and tried to brush them off our bodies. It seemed a bit strange to me that while I was seeing the bugs try to consume us and I attempting to get rid of this swarm of disgusting pests, my brother was sound asleep like a baby. I thought I must be dreaming then, however apparently not. I guess I had moved the bed just enough that I woke up my little brother who was asleep for him to notice what I was doing and he too screams bloody murder and tries to brush them aside as well.

A couple of seconds after he had just woken up, it all stops! What the fuck just happened bro? To this day I have not slightest idea. Could have been a ghost was trying to scare the living shit out of us to move out but who knows. It obviously didn't work because we've stayed for awhile.

So yes it may seem that lately I have had this reoccurring dream of my brother and I being engulfed by this creepy swarm. Oh my body just cringes just thinking about it. Anyways, it still puzzles me why all this went down these past couple of days. Don't get me wrong I don't mind dreaming of my favorite musicians and Ay dios mio they're extremely comely men but come on really? The fuck?! I don't want to dream about them now. I think I irritate the fuck out of them you know. I want to dream about what's going to happen to me...well at least what's going to happen in the very near future like tomorrow or something. You know what I mean? I tell you it can be frustrating at times guys. I can never win at this shit.



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Predictions

Oh my fucking god, I'm so mad at myself right now! About a month or so ago I had a dream that I was at a grocery store. I was just walking up and down each aisle to shop for whatever caught my eye, right. I'm not sure how long I was there but I did seem a bit bored and I had a few items in the hand basket already. Then all of a sudden I see myself starting to stalk the shelves with these white looking boxes. I'm just there for a cool minute, then something tells me to look at them and I see a familiar figurine I hadn't seen for a while. It's yellow with a brown cowboy hat, boots, gloves and a blue handkerchief wrapped around its neck. They were freakin' boxes of Twinkies! I remember specifically telling myself, 'Oh wow they're back'. Crazy right, I know who would have thought...

So I found out yesterday that they Are going to come back sometime this year. Yes Twinkies are making a come back! What irks me is that I didn't write it down on here for you guys to see. Then I could have been like you see guys, I'm not that crazy my premonitions/dreams and predictions Do come true!

Since we're on the topic of predictions, I know I'm not the only one who has had a dream about this but I believe something is going to happen to the white house. Am not sure what exactly happens or what it is but all I saw in my dream, was that something happened to it. It was enough for to cause some concern and to show up on the news. I'm hoping no one gets hurt though. So if something big does happen to it, I can be at rest and say 'You see you guys, I saw it coming. I was right'. Laugh out loud, hey someone has to stroke my ego why not be me you know. I'm just glad I finally got this off my chest.



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Strange Occurrences

Wow! I'm not going to lie but these past couple of days have been real hard. Found out so much about people that I wouldn't have expected. This is unnecessary stress in my life that I don't need. All this is do to fucking mercury retrograde!

A few rules to follow and know during mercury retrograde is to, One, Not to buy any electrical items! You will find yourself that most of the electricals will be disarrayed if you do, so to evade any problems do buy them a week before or after retrograde.

Two, under any circumstance Do not get into a relationship. If you do, as quickly as it started it'll end just as fast and you'll more then likely have thee worst heartache. I've heard many stories of people getting together around this time and it has always ended badly. It's a rarity that it will last but it has been done.

Three, If you're in a relationship before mercury retrograde and it turns sour during retrograde, and you guys break up. Don't worry too much. People who usually break up around this time end up getting back together and usually as if nothing had happened.

Four, Someone from your past will come back into your life. Whether it's an old flame, friend, co-worker or someone you lost contact with awhile back, they will somehow make their way back into your life. This is to be expected, it's inevitable you can say...

And as always, there's is a lesson to be learnt. Hence why there is soo much chaos around this time. However you will truly know what that lesson is when it ends.

These are just a few of the basics that you'll need to know. Check out Astrology Zone and Mercury Retrograde for more info. Also check out this article about Relationships & Love.

Like I said, this has been one of the toughest retrogrades I have encountered by far. Some people who I would talk to just about on a daily basis, has completely stop talking to me right when retrograde started. I do not know why but they have. Frankly, I know they'll come back and hit me up as if nothing had happened. That's what usually happens during this trying time.

Oh and how can I forget?! Someone from my past has come back. That's not good! The name that I pegged him is, Satan. He's a horrible man that has walked on the face of  the earth. Thought he'd choke on a dick and die already but hasn't. He's come back with a fucking tenacious vendetta and for sure has plans to raise havoc on me and other people that are involved. I'm just praying to the universe that it's short lived. Now I have to hit him where it hurts and fast. I've got to sage the fuck out of my room and do a freezer spell, so that he doesn't affect me and he will not! So mote it be.

Also, I had a freakin' scary out of body experience/dream last night. It was definitely intense. For some reason I tend to see myself sleeping when I have these horrendous experiences happen to me. It's like something holds me back from exploring the dream world and I'm stuck in my room, outside of my body just floating on the air. Anyway, I see that I'm sleeping on my stomach then all of a sudden I feel a weight on my back and it pins me down to my bed so that I don't move at all. Then I feel many pairs of hands pinning and pulling the rest of my body down so that I do not move at all. I try to say a prayer but I'm a bit disoriented and something or someone is preventing me from saying it too. I don't know how I muster up the strength but I do and I finish the prayer, I then envisioned I was being surrounded by a bright beam of light and I called on the Arch Angels and my deceased loved ones to help intervene on the situation. Which they did in retrospect because as soon as I did that, I felt the weight and hands on my body slowly but surely diminish.

When I woke up from this, one of my arms was numb & in pain and I couldn't move it at all. I must have slept on it wrong or something but for me to "dream" of something so horrific as this, something is up. The dream had only been about an hour or so from when I fell asleep. It seemed like an eternity had passed. I then quickly sage my entire room from top to bottom, lite candles with water surrounding it and then did a protection spell for myself and loved ones and finally went back to sleep. Later on that morning I again woke up with the same numbness and pain in my arm because I had slept on it wrong yet I had no 'nightmare'? It was as if nothing went down last night. What the fuck is going on dude. This is too much to be a coincidence! Something was totally after me but failed. Don't fuck with the meek, we have strong wills. I will prevail!



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Random Rant: Mercury Retrograde

I'm a firm believer in that throughout our lifetime we learn lessons, whether good or bad. There is nothing farther from the truth when I say that we ALL will learn something of some sorts when Mercury is in Retrograde! Mercury goes into retrograde 3 times a year for about a month more or less. And guess what?! We just went into retrograde on February 23 and will end on March 17. It came a little early this year too, which is a bit weird to me but whatever.

I don't know what it is but lately I've been having the feeling of helplessness. I'm wondering if it would be a spirit in my house trying to manifest its emotions onto me or just maybe I'm feeling one of my close relatives' or friend's emotion. Ugh, it's irritating thee fuck out of me since I cannot for the life of me, pinpoint where it is coming from. Usually shit "just happens to fall on my lap", so they say but nothing has turned up yet. Damnit!

I wonder if this has to do with a lesson I must learn this season. I have been a bit distant with some of my family and friends. Can't help it though, it just seems like I'm always bothering them or that it's usually just me putting in all effort to say 'Hi' and see how they're doing. Dude it gets fucking tiring being the one who has to initiate a damn conversation with someone who says they care, can you blame me? Yes I know we are all very busy with our lives Neppah Tihs, shit happens mang. It's just that it'll be nice for a change to have the effort reciprocated every once in a while you know. To feel like someone out there does care about you....So if you don't hear from me in a cool minute, you know why. I've just been Real busy with a little situation and do not bother me....that's called life!

 

 

(Lilac- Pre-Retrograde, Blue- Retrograde, Purple- Post Retrograde)



 

Ugh just one of them, think out loud random rants. Man I seriously need some sleep, I'm just being fickle...Goodnight Everybody!



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*P.s. just realize, had no intentions to post this on a 3 day. Number of communication... #Numerology look it up!