\,,/, -Bobbi R. KnaiveЯ"What's up guys?! I doing well, Thank you. I know it's has a kool minute since I've been on here but with that I have my reasons. I had some technical difficulties with my computer. And I had no way of writing or publishing anything. But now I'm "Back with a Vengeance!" Lol! So everything is sorted out and I should be back and up & running this site as usual! Thanks for understanding..."
On a lighter note...
What is Premonition?
1) A feeling of anticipation of or anxiety over a future event; presentiment
2) An intuition of the future usually unwelcome, occurrence; foreboding
3) An early warning of a future event, forewarningPremonitions are very much like Déjà vu however it happens to you when you are wide awake and will occur at anytime. You can say that they are visions, in other words.
I have had quite a handful of premonitions in my day however only a certain handful tend to stick out. This one in particular that comes to me is when someone I really cared about, up & left out of the blue up and fell off the face of the earth! I had no idea what happened to him or where he had gone despite what his friends had told me. I was obviously bummed out that my friend didn't tell me that he was leaving. Sure, I am no one for him to say what he should or shouldn't do but you would think that since we were good friends, he would have mentioned something. C'mon guys he was like family to me.
So he left and some time passes on. The saying "Out of sight, Out of mind..." holds true because I truly did not think of him much, I was too preoccupied with my schooling and other things at the time. I mean seriously guys, wouldn't you keep yourself busy with anything and everything to not think about something that was so painful to you?
Anyway, then on one random day I believe my mom had to work late and she couldn't pick up my brothers and I from school, so we had to take the bus home. Oh my god it was usually a long and dreaded journey home when taking the bus. Don't get me wrong, yes it's a great means to go to and from places when you do not have the luxury of owning your own car at the ripe young age of 17. However, I kid you not it would take us like an hour and a half just to get home, where in the car it would only take about 15 minutes! Ugh, I'm so glad I didn't have to do it for very long while attending high school.
The school bell finally rings for us to go home! I tell you it can be one of the most enjoyable sounds to a kid, hahaha. So we all make our way out, through the gates where I meet up with my brothers so that we all can go home together. The bus stop was a couple of blocks away from school and it didn't take much time for us to walk to it and wait for the bus.
Dude, it was a hot day. It was Africa hot as I like to say because it was unbearable, to me at least. For those of you who personally know me know I hate the heat and I burn easily too because of my pale skin. What was five freakin' minutes outside, walking in the heat, felt like an eternity! The sun just blazing down on your face ugh, the worst fuckin feeling when you don't have the urge to do anything and it also drains the life out of you too. I believe we didn't spend very much time waiting for the bus to arrive. I think it took us longer for us walk to the bus stop then it was to actually wait for the bus to come.
It was a pretty gnarly hot day so when we got inside the air conditioned bus, we pretty much disintegrated into the cold air. Yes at last I said to myself all the while trying to relax a bit to our way home. As I'm relaxing, I let my mind race and I start to daydream of whatever I was thinking earlier in the day. Then all of a sudden I get this random thought/vision of a boy walking with some greenery in the background and he was wearing a jersey type shirt with a blue baseball hat. I really couldn't see his face, it was a bit blurry but other then that he was light skinned as well. As fast as it came, it went and I didn't think much of it because I was daydreaming and not much from that comes true when you daydream, right?!
Well the very next day I was with one of my friends and we were heading out of school. We were walking up the ramp and I wasn't really paying much attention to where I was going. I was sanding one of my projects in my hand, that I had to finish for my plastics class when all of a sudden I get this like weird eerie feeling in my gut that I should look up. I look up to see what's in front of me and low and behold I see that guy that I daydreamed about the day before! He was walking down the ramp wearing exactly what I saw in my vision, a jersey shirt with a blue baseball hat.
But the really trippy part of the vision was that the guy who I saw in my vision was my friend who had left. He just looked really different to me now. I guess it had been so long since I've seen or heard from him that I was kind of forgetting how he looked like. I couldn't believe he was actually in the same vicinity as me let alone at my school, I was in complete awe. What the fuck....not that I was complaining or anything but yea he looked well and happy I guess. It was nice to see he was alive and doing OK. I just saw he very briefly walking to wherever he was going to without saying a damn word to him but I guess, "some things are best just left unsaid..." . And that was the last time I saw him for good. No worries there are no ill feelings, I wish him nothing but the best...
Blessed Be! :)
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